SIXTH Task of Writing 3

The Hardest Thing I have To Do

Sleep on Time

Sleep on time still become the hardest thing I have to do. Every day I always late woke up and pray shubuh, because every night i felt very difficult for sleep on time or we can said this one with Insomnia. I slept on 01.00 am or even 12.00 am. I did not know why, because I felt hard to close my eyes, when I can not sleep, I did not do anything except lay on my bed, but it still hard to close my eyes, when middle night came, I just can close my eyes immediately.

When the time for pray shubuh came, my mother  has wake me up more than one time, my alarm in my phone has already  alarmed me, but it was became a screaming dream for me. but I still can not open my eyes. This habitual really drove me crazy, because this thing made me late took a pray or maybe no pray shubuh in the morning.  Not only can not pray shubuh but also, I always late went to campus. Every morning my parents always gave me “a creamy breakfast”, you know what?  Yaaaa, the scream, the angriness and the other things that made me lazy to did anything, that’s the creamy breakfast that I got every morning because I late woke up and did not pray shubuh.

I have tried to do anything to handle this habitual, first, I have tried to leave my rest at afternoon, I did not took a nap for handle my sleepy at night, I though this one can made me sleepy after pray Isha, but this thing was failed. Second, I tried to ate much after maghrib, I though that this one would help me sleepy because my stomach was full of food, but this one was also failed. Then the last, I tried lay on my bed while close my eyes in long time, but I was failed also. Oh my God what should  I do for handle this thing?

The more crazy thing that I have done was drank “sleep medicine”, this method was success, but I did not continue this one,because I was think that this one was very dangerous if I did continuesly. Now I just can do something usefull for my night when I can sleep on time, like red a book, reciting qur’an or sometimes only watching movies. When there was an assigntment it was became an advantage for me, because I can did my assigntment while waiting my sleepy time. That was my horrible habitual every night, because it gave me bad impact.